M00D // uhh.. relaxed..?
LiKiNG // the fact that i somewhat understand the basics of Photoshop.
DiSLiKiNG // the fact that i have a lottt more to learn.
WEARiNG // light purple Soffe shorts, a black cami, and black flip flops. haha do ya think i want summer much..?
LiSTENiNG T0 // AFI "Leaving Song Part II"
WiSHiNG // it was nice out so i could go for a jog // shoot around // do something.

y0o..*

EDiT // it`s such a shame about went on in Spain. the thing that`s really getting me is that it was exactly two and a half years away from September 11th, 2OO1. also, it`s exactly 911 days away from 9/11. wow.. how freakin` scary?! // END EDiT

wow.. me not updating in almost a week..? kinda scury. i`m getting s0o bored with Xanga but now i have Adobe Photoshop so therefore i have something new to learn =] haha wow what a dork..? Photoshop is really overwhelming, but as you get used to it, it gets a lot easier. i made my banner and all that good stuff, but it`s my first one. if you`re wondering why it looks like sh!t, then that`s why! oh well, i tried. i also took out my dropdown list with all the music. i didn`t feel like updating the music all the time, so i just decided to keep one song.

anyway, school`s good i guess. tell me why i have all A`s, mostly high A`s, yet i have a 82% in Science..? Mr. Schindele cannot teach. he makes everything extremely difficult. GRR. besides grades, school is really boring. i`m s0o ready to go to the high school and meet new people. i just learned that there`s basically three people that i automatically have the best relationship with. Remi, Shaii, and Dana. i love ya`ll <3 i`m not saying i don`t trust anyone else, it`s just that these people are ALWAYS there, and i have the best time with them. i hate when people wanna argue over every other petty thing that goes on. damn, get over yourselves. i`m just trying not to have enemies or anything of the sort. i hate when there`s like 237427489 petty things going on. so basically from now on i`m gonna try as hard as i can just to not let stupid people get to me.

this week has been very boring! i went to the YMCA, had a game against Jazzy`s team, got a massage at Rupunzel`s.. but that`s about it. i swear every week is getting more and more boring. there`s basically nothing to write about for Friday because i was GR0UNDED. wtf. i shouldn`t be grounded over things that i don`t even recall happening. i guess i need to watch my mouth, but seriously.. my mom isn`t ALWAYS right like she thinks she is. i basically cleaned that night, made dinner, talked on the phone until about 2, and then went to bed. i know you guys wanted to be with me on Friday, i had a blast. heh, no. this Friday shall make up for it though. hopefully my plans work out with Lauren and Mo..? Mo i hope you`re having the best time in Cali!

SATURDAY // LAST NiGHT // i had a game around 1 and we lost, of course. after, my mother, my father, and i went to eat at this really cool restaurant. later i went to Remi`s church with her, Shelli, and Rob. it was this concert and it made me think about a lot. everytime i go to church i get such a better perspective on life. i really should go more. that`s why i`ve been trying really hard to read my Bible lately. it was lots of fun though! it was a lot more crowded then we expected, too. we were crackin` up over every little thing.. especially Remi and i. wow Rems the boys =] PAPAYY. haha. Cross Movement was there but they didn`t perform =[ GRR. Cross Movement groupies! hahahaha. okay i`m done.

T0DAY // consisted of me being lazy and procrastinating. the end.

i didn`t sleep over Remi`s with Shelli so i could go to church with them today because my mom wanted me to go to church with her and what happens..? we don`t even go to church. i had the biggest feeling that would happen. blah.

<3

i`m cool because i steal survey`s from Jared when i`m bored.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | being hurt physically
02 | being hurt emotionally
03 | being a failure

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | my best friends
02 | R&B and Punk music
03 | my family

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | school // bad grades // gay teachers
02 | boredom [it happens to me all the time]
03 | not being able to do something right

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | the male species
02 | selfishness
03 | fakeness

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | my webcam
02 | skittles
03 | flowers

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | taking this survey
02 | talking to people
03 | listening to music

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | skydive
02 | go to 371248971289 concerts
03 | travel the world [i`m serious]

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | it varies depending on my mood.. mostly chipper
02 | a perfectionist to the extreme
03 | sometimes too mature, sometimes too immature

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Fall Out Boy
02 | Bob Marley
03 | Boyz II Men

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SOULDN'T LISTEN TO:
01 | gay rap that`s forever disrespecting women
02 | depressing music with lots of screaming [Slipknot]
03 | what others have to say about you

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | yeah dude
02 | holler
03 | oooh

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | chicken caesar salad
02 | chicken fingers with fries
03 | peanut butter pie

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | fruit punch
03 | milk

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED AS A YOUNG CHILD:
01 | Sesame Street
02 | Mr. Rogers
03 | Reading Rainbow [yeah all educational shows, what can i say?]

RANDOM QUESTIONS:
01 | Spell your name backwards: Nerual
02 | How did you get your xanga name: haha, who knows.. but i hate it.
03 | Who do you love: my family and friends

also . . .

1. go into your media player
2. put it on random selection
3. write down the first 15 songs it plays no matter how embarrasing

1. Ruben Studdard - Sweet Home Alabama [hahahaha]
2. The Neptunes - Lapdance
3. John Mayer - Your Body Is A Wonderland
4. Atmosphere - Always Coming Back Home To You
5. Beenie Man - Everybody Falls In Love Sometimes
5. Jay Z - Song Cry
6. Dashboard Confessional - Rapid Hope Loss
7. Fall Out Boy - Saturday
8. Red Hot Chili Peppers - Califorication
9. Frank Sinatra - I`ve Got The World On A String
10. Ludacris - Growing Pains
11. Mae - Embers and Envelopes
12. Beyonce and P Diddy - Summertime
13. Matchbook Romance - The Greatest Fall Of All Time
14. Nas and P Diddy - Hate Me Now
15. Taking Back Sunday - You`re So Last Summer

yay! that was so fun.. i wanted to keep going!

<3

alright, i really should go do something else besides sit on this damn computer all day. i don`t care what the weather`s like, i`m going to shoot around and that`s final. bye kids =P

[L]ove [L]auren