M00D; tired yet not..?
LiKiNG; [ _ _ _ _ ] <-- A L0T <3
DiSLiKiNG; the fact that i`ll never get him back
WEARiNG; light pink soffe shorts, white cami, white socks
LiSTENiNG T0; The Ataris "In This Diary"
WiSHiNG; it doesn`t freakin` snow!

hey ya`ll . . .

okay so i never write in this thing this time of night or in the middle of the week, but something told me it was a must. obiously i have a whole new look. Adobe PS is s0o addicting, even more than Xanga. get ready for a different look like every two seconds. i like those colors together for some reason..? blue, yellow, and white plus Carmello Anthony and the Denver Nuggets! yeahh boyy. those shoes in the background are too hot. i love them. Shaii already got them in grey, white, and pink. how cute. haha and i love the new song, it gets me so hyper! so anyway, comment me and let me know what you think! also, look on Remi`s Xanga. i did her banner =]

grades still suck because of my one freakin` B because Mr. Schindele STiLL can`t teach. i hate that class. school was extremely boring whis week. American Idol is really good this season. i love George, Jasmine, Fantasia, and LaToya. they all have the best personalities and they can sing real good. i`m still s0o excited for Amanda! good luck with the Jersey Idol finals, whenever they are. i exercised every night this week since Sunday though, i`m quite proud. i just need to stop eating so much junk food and i`m set. me and my mommy are going on this diet together starting Monday. i can`t wait. if you follow everything correctly, which will be hard, you can loose up to eight pounds in one week! the diet is three weeks so that equals 24 pounds! [my math skills are incrdible by the way]. i D0UBT majorly that i`ll loose 24 pounds in 3 weeks, yet ever for that matter, but hey.. it`s worth a try.

so the formal is coming up. i`m really excited all of the sudden! my mom and i are supposedly going dress shopping this Sunday. i swear she`s more excited about it than i am. she said the day before we`re gonna go get our nails done and pedicures done together =] i love when we get along, and we have been lately so that`s cool. anyway, back to the formal. so far i`m going with Jason AS FRiENDS! people keep saying "Oh that`s cute!" but really it`s not even like that. i really like someone else but i messed that up a WHiLE ago! Lord knows why i still have really strong feelings for him or even have him on my mind for that matter..? i guess it ended for a reason =[ unfortunately. i hope i find a real cute dress though! my mom`s willing to spend more money though since i`ll be wearing it to my cousin`s wedding too! yes.. summer is coming soon! sike, definately not soon enough. Florida, Cali, Wildwood, Ocean City, Warped Tour, NY.. i can`t WAiT. you just don`t understand.

this weekend should be real fun! tomorrow Mo, Lauren, and i are going to the PF dance. well, hopefully.. if we can get in! if not some girl`s having a party..? i duno we`ll find something to do. then we`re sleeping over Mo`s dad`s house. i`m excited =] i know we`ll have fun! then Saturday i`m finally chillin` with Sergio after 128732164 years! i`m glad we got to talk things out hommay cause i don`t know what i`d do without you. hopefully everyone wants to go to WOW. i`ve never been there but it seems fun. Apryl said there`s some fine Italian boys there so you know i`m excited! haha. yeah.

0H YEAH.. HAPPY BELATED SAiNT PATRiCK`S DAY MY iRiSH PE0PLE!!! represent.. haha sike. how i`m i gonna be a lot of percent Irish and i forget all about St. Patrick`s Day..? oh well.

this Saturday is the first day of Spring, but also my Grammy`s birthday. RIP Grammy! i love you s0o much and i would do anything to have you here with me =[ it`s such an odd coincedence that she was born on the first day of the most beautiful time of year.. well, usually. i wrote a poem about her but it`s way too emotional // personal for me to put up here. i planned on doing so, but i changed my mind. on a happier note, well kind of.. HAPPY SPRiNG WiTH SN0WFLAKES 0N T0P! whew, i crack myself up hahaha. but wow Grammy, i love you and miss you <3

my Grammy and i =] what an amzing woman . . .

Sammy`s request.. haha yup that`s me! =]

i`m out guys. i should really get to bed. ya know, the later to bed.. the crankier the Lauren. i don`t want it to snow because i cannot have one more day added on to our summer break. ahh. of course the opposite of what i want always happens so you might as well count on no school tomorrow. bye!

<3 ; Lauren